today i went to school. went to pay my retake module fee. $321. after making a payment, i went to take my notes and head to bugis. went to eat ramen. then walk walk. after tht went back to serangoon. wanted to meet sinling n talk abt his ex bf problem. but she go away half way. she went out with her ex bf. n forget abt me. =(


zhihao asked me to patch back tgt. to be honest, i dunno wad i wan. i m worry if i patch back. i cant be happy. treat me like the first time. when i want to buy something, i dont dare to tell u cos i worry u think i m spending ur money or find it expensive. so i did not tell him. now, i dunno wad i want. dunno want to patch or just stay as frenz. imagine last time me n him tgt. i did not ask him to buy a single thing for me. this is becox i m scare of him. instead of love, i m scare of him. haiz, i dunno y i will feel like this? i nv hv this feeling when i m with my exs. this feeling is very bad. very bad. i keep thinking for him. but i the end, i realise i cant tahan him. tht y i break. haizz. i dunno wad i wan. =(


sinmei going to my sch this thursday. hehehehe. hope he can like my sch mates and be friend with them. heheheh